Work hard(???) at what others are doing
Then tried to do it better
Then tried to do something that many ppl were not doing
However, road less travelled doesnot always make a difference.
Doing something different might also not work
Invested or may be wasted time on pointless, but different things
Convinced myself that what I am doing is what I really want
Then realized I didnot know what I really want.
Dreams turned out to be too ambitious
Or may be reality turned out to be too harsh
Running away from truth seemed simpler choice
Since rationality has hit a road-block.
Answer hopefully is mixture of all:
Cup of pragmatism and hardwork,
a spoon of perspective and a entire jar of passion
Also, bulk load of unknown spices from life.